New Years Resolution

Today being the second day of the new year, it is a good time to make sure my resolution is kept - don’t normally do that, but this year has to be different, if I’ve learned anything in the past few weeks it is that I need to be more honest and open about myself and be more outgoing - I’ve probably done all of these two much or too little in the past few weeks but will hope to normalise this in time.

Being more open and honest on Twitter and Facebook I’ve probably said too much - this would have really bothered me in the past that people potientially know what’s going on with me, but I find I don’t mind - I seem to be able to draw strength from sharing my problems and thoughts more than I realised, I think had I not done so I might have done something really stupid - the kind of action you can’t regret.

It’s time to get my life in order, however I feel I’ve left it too late but need to stir myself into action - I was determined to go out on New Year’s Eve, I did but only for a couple of hours but it did prove I could do it, even if I was on my own and didn’t talk to anyone (that wasn’t ideal). Being a loner and stuff is no good for me, I don’t like it anymore and probably never did, I feel I think different - to coin a phrase and I need to apply myself more.

Being more honest isn’t enough and hopefully in 2012 I will get more out of life than I have had in the past few years!